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in lateefa e ruh i encounter repeatedly the rahma of Allah SWT, and a greater, deeper sense of trusting in His SWT's Goodness, Kindness and Pure Grace. a cool sort of sense that everything is okay with Him SWT. and the normal sort of aggressiveness or anger, the evil thought of fear and attack that overcomes me, the sense of threat that 'reality' will hurt me, or there is a kind of anger from reality towards me, for whatever reason, for no reason at all, or for the reason of my own actions or being, my deeds, my nafs- the sense that for whatever reason there is hatred or rejection from reality at the largest level towards me-- that sense just does not take root anymore, there is a deeper, simpler, purer recognition, Alhamdoillah, of Allah SWT's Pure Grace, Pure Unconditional Care and Love, Alhamdolillah.

Where it gets especially helpful is in the long-standing issues and constant blocks and fears i have that are self-crippling, Alhamdolillah in this lateefah Allah SWT Makes me at peace against these fears, Alhamdolillah.